Traitor: I like Master more after his gender change

Chapter 239 Haotian Confession

Next, Xiao Hei and Haotian told Diefang and the others that they were going out for a while and would be back soon.

Every time Diefang heard that her master was going out, she couldn't help but feel worried, fearing that like last time, her master would be gone for a year.

After getting confirmation that they would be back in two or three days, Haotian followed Xiaohei and left.

The two came to a perfect place.

The sky is blue and the grass is vast.

On a cliff, the wind blew the grass, making a rustling sound, and the sounds of birds and beasts could be heard from the mountains.

Haotian began to miss the past...

Her life story and future are thus unveiled.

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After experiencing great hardships, she followed Xiao Hei with hatred and embarked on a path of revenge.

Here, in this plane, she saw the sadness of the human race, and the slaughtered families reminded her of her own past.

From then on, the endless fighting began.

Finally, she built a transcendent avenue that belonged to the original rules of the world and returned to her original plane.

Looking at the fairy world... She used her strong strength to suppress her enemies at all costs, and finally, with almost the entire world opposing her, she challenged Him.

During the war, her last relative was implicated and left her, although she won and killed Him.

But the world cannot be without a master for a day, and she cannot accept giving up the last precious memory and becoming an emotionless person.

After being split in two and destroying the fairy world, and after her great revenge was also achieved, she cherished the sorrow of loss.

At that time... the only connection between the world and her was Xiao Hei.

She had abandoned her duties as the Human King long before she chose to take revenge on Him.

At this point, her heart was dead, and taking in apprentices was never just a passing interest for her.

After experiencing so much and making so many mistakes, she is tired.

Xiao Hei also selectively sealed her memory, leaving her with little health in the end.

It's like breaking glass and forcing it back together.

Haotian and Xiaohei stood on the edge of the cliff.

Although he possesses the most extreme power in the world, he cannot defy absolute rules.

To go against this absolute rule would destroy everything.

She was like... a free and beautiful butterfly, captured by the world, giving up the struggle, quietly waiting for the end of being made into a specimen.

"You know, when I decided to accept Diefang and the others, I had selfish motives."

Her selfish desire was to not allow her future existence to be as ruthless as the way of heaven. She would not allow herself to climb to the top of the world by stepping on the corpses of countless relatives, and then lose everything and start over again numbly.

Don't allow yourself to have such a despicable outcome.

Her original idea was to make Diefang and the others... become as invincible as her, and then... put an end to her despicable new life with her own hands.

However, the bond is the most torturous thing for her now.

Because of Diefang and Wenxin's immense dependence, and even because of their rebellious hearts.

This feeling really made her unable to accept the outcome of letting them hunt down her beloved and master with their own hands.

When did this feeling of intolerance begin?

Is it when they all blush and want to hug each other?

Or when they feel extremely uncomfortable after being apart for a few days?

After a year apart, they change every day...

Perhaps, Haotian was wrong from the beginning. She shouldn't have overprotected them and shouldn't have had too much contact with them.

Come and go without a trace, let them develop their own world, and you just need to protect them in the dark and provide opportunities.

Then I'll pretend to be a villain, so that when they start to fight...

Xiao Hei couldn't help but mutter: "Why do you have to leave!"

"Because there is no other way except leaving..."

Xiao Hei felt her eyes getting hot. She...she thought that it was because of the departure of his relatives and old friends that made Haotian feel tired and want to give up the world, but now she realized that it was the world that gave up on her.

Xiao Hei couldn't believe it and even repeatedly asked if it was a joke, how could there be no other way.

But the response she received was still the same bland yet extremely desperate answer... No.

Losing everything and becoming numb to the position of Heaven was imposed on her by the old Heaven, and it was deeply connected to the entire laws of the world. If she did not accept it, it would be equivalent to denying the entire world.

Simply put, the world presents Haotian with two choices.

First, she loses everything and becomes a ruthless god; second, she loses everything and breaks the rules, with all people and things disappearing because of her.

Apart from this, Haotian couldn't see any possibility.

No matter what choice you make, you will lose everything, the only difference is that one choice is that she disappears from the world, and the other choice is that she is the only one left in the world.

Instead of living alone, it is better to leave and let the next protagonist write the legend of this world.

So she has always been thinking in the first direction, but she does not allow herself to become a ruthless person.

Having lost everything, I no longer have the qualifications to look down on others from a high position.

Diefang and Wenxin's original intention was indeed to take them as apprentices in order to erase their future selves.

However, the temptation that night and the little guy's dependence on her made her give up half of the idea.

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"If, when my true self disappears, whether they still love me or not, I hope you can guide them to kill Him."

"But aren't you afraid of them..."

"That's enough! I told you, when that time comes, He will no longer be me, but just a god with my appearance!"

The wind on the cliff blew Xiao Hei's hair. She felt a little cold. She felt the coldness thoroughly from the bottom of her heart.

The two were silent for a long time.

Her ending had already been determined.

She had no way to break this deadlock.

She always felt sorry for Chu Xinqiao, because she shouldn't have contacted someone like herself who was destined to leave.

From the very beginning, in Haotian's eyes, the rejection was more of a regretful love than a sad remembrance.

If she wasn't in the dead end now, Haotian might have accepted her without any psychological burden, and even felt more comfortable.

But in this deadlock, every contact is filled with guilt.

The more Chu Xinqiao cherished her, the more guilty she felt; the more Diefang and the others liked her, the softer she became.

This would be the best ending if Haotian couldn't help but want to escape during his transformation into a mortal at Chu Xin Bridge, and stayed without being chased.

Yes, that was the best ending for her.

Diefang and the others became more and more bold in their intimacy, which also led to the explanation between Haotian and Xiaohei today.

Because she was afraid that in the future, she would start to become afraid and wonder whether Diefang and the others could bear the consequences of this.

Xiao Hei looked at Haotian in front of him.

With her experience, she clearly is the one who deserves to be loved the most...but now she has to reject all love.

Losing a loved one and walking on the road of revenge makes people feel pity for their love.

Save a clan, love that is respected.

She originally thought that if she could leave enough ties with Haotian, it would be enough to impress her and make her want to stay. Chu Xinqiao... Diefang and Wenxin's teachings...

She even tied Ye Xuzui up and brought him to Haotian...

Now, if this is the choice, everything she does will undoubtedly deepen her torment...

Xiao Hei's delicate body kept shaking. After figuring it all out, she looked at Haotian again.

Xiao Hei only knew that Haotian had said that if he became the Heavenly Dao, everything would be stripped away from him, but he didn't know that, apart from becoming the Heavenly Dao, Haotian had only one way left, which was to destroy the universe...

At this point, the emotion of despair emerged in Xiao Hei's heart for the first time.