After rebirth, I became the widow of my mortal enemy

Chapter 199 I'm Desiring It

"Child..." he began hoarsely.

"The child is still here and is fine." Ning Miao turned his head to look at him.

Yan Mobai's eyelashes trembled slightly, a little surprised.

I was surprised by her confession.

He didn't know whether Yikong had told her that he already knew the child was still there.

"You've suffered." He also looked at her.

The two looked at each other.

People are like this. Originally, Ning Miao didn't think much of the heart-wrenching pain she had just experienced when she was expelling the poison, but his sudden words made her nose ache.

She looked away.

"Ning Miao, don't run away anymore. I won't force you." Yan Mobai said.

Ning Miao pursed her lips: "I didn't run away."

If she wanted to escape, she would not return to Zixia Mountain.

After all, he knew Zixia Mountain.

If she wanted to escape, even if she had to get rid of the poison in her body, she could contact her master in other ways and ask her uncle to help her get rid of the poison.

She just didn't expect that he would come to her in such a childish and extreme way.

She thought she had said goodbye to him and he had let her go, and they had been strangers ever since and were living their own lives.

Actually, if you think about it, he didn't do anything wrong.

Just like he said, she was the one who seduced him first, and she was the one who used all means to seduce him first.

She got pregnant with his child without his consent.

Then, she brought the child into the game without permission and almost lost the child.

In fact, in the palace, when Emperor Zhaoqing wanted to abort all pregnant women and children, she couldn't help but reflect on it.

Getting involved in the game personally is impulsive and reckless, and is not advisable.

Because of her, the eldest daughter-in-law of the Marquis's Mansion and Yan Mobai's elder sister-in-law, these pregnant women only had to abort their babies and escaped being silenced.

She couldn't help but think that if Yan Mobai wasn't there, if Yan Mobai didn't appear in the cave, if Yan Mobai wasn't in person, then even if she was there, she might have been killed as well.

After all, she was a dead person who had died in Haitang Palace a long time ago.

Therefore, she was glad that he did not follow what she said in the letter and just ask someone to bring Emperor Zhaoqing while he avoided showing up. Instead, he appeared in the cave in time.

She knew that he was worried about her and the child, so he didn't bother to avoid suspicion and appeared there in time.

She also understood his anger, and understood why he pulled up outside her carriage and left.

At the beginning, she approached with a purpose, and after achieving her purpose, she withdrew, coming and leaving on her own.

The only person she seemed to care about all the time was herself.

What I wanted before was the antidote for the three years of spring and autumn, but what I wanted later was a free and easy life.

It seemed that she had never cared about his thoughts or feelings, because she subconsciously always regarded him as her mortal enemy and a bad guy.

He actually did nothing wrong.

Although he had threatened her with death and wanted to take her life.

In fact, if she were in his shoes, she would do the same, and might not even show mercy at the last moment.

If there is any fault, it is only him in his previous life.

In his previous life, he killed her.

But after all, she killed him too, didn't she?

Although, he was the one who killed her first, if he hadn't killed her and cut open her abdomen to take the picture, he wouldn't have died.

But no matter what, the final result is killing each other, that is, death at the hands of each other.

To be honest, they don't owe anyone anything.

Just like her master said.

"People are inherently changeable. If they never change, they are no longer people, but objects."

'You won't know if they are good until you raise them. I used to hate cats and dogs because I was scratched by cats and chased by dogs. I thought they were too aggressive. But after raising one, I realized that they are actually docile.'

The him in the previous life was the him in the previous life, and the him now is the him now. He has changed and is no longer the same person.

Moreover, you can only know whether a person is good or bad by getting along with him.

In her previous life, she hated him, not only because he repeatedly ruined her plans and caused her to fail, but also because she often heard King Kang and others say that he was cold-blooded and cruel.

After meeting each other in this life, she found that this was not the case.

He is indeed a bit unkind, but he is not a bad person.

He was loyal to Prince Ning, focused on his duties, caring towards his subordinates, showed mercy to Yan Changjing, and was even more indulgent towards her.

Even before she hooked him, he was tolerant of her.

Although he can be really cruel when he is cruel.

For example, he even dared to kill the princess.

For example, when killing the spies in the marquis's mansion.

She was not a woman who was ignorant of the ways of the world. She had participated in court disputes and the fight for succession. She knew that sometimes, it was either you or I, and you had to be ruthless.

"You can live comfortably with Master in Zixia Mountain. I won't bother you again." Yan Mobai said.

Since she wanted to stay away from trouble and live freely, and for her safety, as he just said, he respected her idea and he fulfilled her wish.

Ning Miao lowered his head and played with the dogtail grass in his hand.

After a moment of silence, he looked up and said, "You have your own powerful information network, so you should have pigeons. You can raise two, and I will send you a letter about the child's situation by carrier pigeon."

Yan Mobai turned his head in surprise, and the light that had faded in his eyes rekindled.

He suppressed the surprise in his heart and was a little bit unbelievable.

"would you like?"

Willing to contact him, willing to share with him, willing to tell him about her recent situation?

"You don't want to?" Ning Miao asked instead of answering.

Yan Mobai: "...I couldn't ask for more."

"That's it." Ning Miao said.

After all, the child is not just hers, but his as well. He has the right to know about the child's situation so that he doesn't have to worry about it all the time.

"However, there are too many people watching you. To prevent being intercepted, we cannot write too directly. We have to use the method of secret reporting."

"Well, let's use the Wan Zi Jie. Three numbers represent one character. For example, if I write '三五九', it means the character with five horizontal and nine vertical columns on the third page of the Wan Zi Jie. Is that ok?"

Yan Mobai nodded: "Okay."

Of course, this is the only way to be foolproof and ensure the safety of mother and child.

"I don't release the pigeons in the Marquis' Mansion. I send them from the Dali Temple. There are fewer people watching the Dali Temple."

"Yeah." Ning Miao nodded.

Yan Mobai looked at her.

He wanted to tell her that once Prince Ning entered the Eastern Palace and his mission was completed, he would accompany her to live the life she had dreamed of.

But he didn't say it in the end because he didn't want to put pressure on her.

He was not in her future plans, and he was afraid that if he said that, it would disgust her.

"Prince Kang has no chance of making a comeback, right?" Ning Miao asked.

Yan Mobai didn't expect that she was still worried about this, and nodded: "Well, since he kidnapped Taoist Qiu, the emperor will not let him go."

"Is the emperor also trying to make the elixir of immortality?"

"That should be it. Otherwise, why would we need Taoist Qiu? When Taoist Qiu disappeared, they searched for him everywhere. It shows that the things he refined are extremely important to Emperor Zhaoqing."

Ning Miao said nothing, and was even more grateful that Yan Mobai appeared in the cave in time.

Otherwise, she would definitely be silenced along with those pregnant women.

"Ning Miao, I have a headache and I seem to have a fever." Yan Mobai said suddenly.