Chapter 203 Freedom 13
Chapter 203 Freedom 13
Tuanzi kept looking at people, afraid that someone would act rudely.
It stayed with me all the way and even went up to dig some soil itself.
With the company of my beloved cat, I hope I won’t feel cold along the way and can feel the warmth of the cat.
As they dug further, Tuanzi's speed could no longer keep up with manual labor, so she simply jumped out and sat quietly by the side watching.
In the end, only Tuanzi and Su Qiu Shui were left at home.
Everything seems to be the same as before, but I always feel that the house has become empty.
It seemed like a lot of things were missing, but it also seemed like just that person was missing.
......
Su Qiu Shui's shop usually treats patients, and occasionally provides cat pampering meals and snacks.
Occasionally, she would introduce some people to her master's shop, focusing on their social skills.
She felt that this kind of life was pretty good. Although she had memories of her previous life and knew a lot of things, she didn't want to show it.
The more she knows, the more responsibilities she will have, and even if it is not her responsibility, it will be pushed onto her.
If you show up too much, good things may not be found by others, but bad things will definitely happen to you.
That's good, just be an ordinary person.
She can go wherever she wants and occasionally go to other places to play.
But leaving the city also requires registration, and there are many procedures, plus she has a cat with her, so she rarely goes out.
Every day she shuttled between a time of busyness and leisure. This feeling made her feel that she was truly alive, which was completely different from the feeling in those years of her previous life.
Whenever she felt a little tired, there was always a cat by her side.
Although I don’t want to face this reality in my heart, the fact is undeniable.
Su Qiu Shui lowered her head slightly, staring at the coquettish cat beside her, and subconsciously stretched out her finger to poke it lightly, and as usual, she received a sad little look.
Once upon a time, she mistakenly thought that she had brought the cat home, and that she had conquered it and made it willing to stay here.
However, it was not until today that she had to admit that it was it that successfully domesticated her.
The relationship between her and it is by no means as simple as that between a keeper and a pet.
They are like a close family, and it is one of the only two relatives she has left in this world.
Even though A Niang has left them long ago, they have never forgotten those precious memories.
As if aware of Su Qiu Shui's continued attention, Tuanzi seemed to sense something and gently stroked Su Qiu Shui's palm with his furry head.
Then, it leaped lightly and landed steadily on Su Qiu Shui's legs.
Su Qiu Shui had a gentle smile on her face as she gently stroked Tuanzi's soft hair.
It still feels smooth to the touch, but for some reason, it seems to have lost its former dazzling luster.
"You just know how to act like a spoiled brat."
"Meow!" [I care even if I act like a spoiled child! ]
Tuanzi turned around angrily, leaving only his back, and Su Qiu Shui lowered his eyes, rejecting this idea.
Maybe it's an illusion.
Everything will be the same as before.
Now they have been with each other for ten years, and she is in her twenties, but no one has come to propose marriage to her anymore.
Because, she is an old maid in the eyes of others.
But she didn't mind, instead she enjoyed the leisure and comfort.
As long as she is happy.
But if you keep talking about it in front of her, be careful of retaliation.
She has never been a good person and she just wants to live a good life. If others want to bully her, they have to see if they can do so.
She just wants to live freely, happily and be true to her own heart.
For a long time, she was in deep thought.
She tried to figure out what "freedom" meant to her.
Is it the freedom of the sky being high and birds flying freely, allowing you to go wherever you want?
Or is it like standing on the top of a mountain, free from the constraints and control of others, no longer constrained by others?
However, these do not seem to be the freedom she truly desires deep in her heart.
For this, she thought about it for a long time, hoping to get a satisfactory answer.
Now, she has finally found her own answer.
It turned out that all she longed for was to live an ordinary and peaceful life.
She wanted to live completely for herself, instead of listening to other people and caring about other people's opinions.
It was plain and ordinary, but it was a freedom that she could not experience in her previous life.
This was the freedom she sought.
The best person to have a cat as company is A Niang and Maoer.
A Niang cares a lot, and Maoer cares too.
Unfortunately, her mother has left her.
But even so, as long as she could be with the cat, she was content.
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From that day on, Tuanzi felt that Su Qiu Shui was becoming more and more attached to him.
In the past, when she was busy, she didn't like being disturbed and would always ask it to go out to the street to play.
Now, even if I am busy, I still want it to be by my side. Occasionally, I get angry when I see it playing with others on the street.
This feeling is very novel, but Tuanzi doesn't hate it.
In this world, they are the closest relatives and are family members who will never abandon each other.
Su Qiu Shui used to always speak softly, making people feel that she had a good temper and spoke to you seriously.
But when Tuanzi listened to her talking, he always felt that she didn't have any emotion.
Now that I care about it so much, it doesn't know what to do.
Tuanzi lay in Su Qiu Shui's arms. Su Qiu Shui could only see the back of its head, so she didn't see the worry in Tuanzi's eyes.
If possible, Tuanzi hopes that he will not have any weight in Su Qiu Shui's heart.
Once you care, you will be sad.
But should I stay away from her and make her sad?
It would be hurt again and again, and it couldn't bear it.
Tuanzi's head was lowered, and it seemed as if there were kitten heads around his head.
It's better to know that one is sad now than to know that you will be in pain when it leaves.
One of them was saying, then do you want to be the new culprit who makes her sad?
If people were afraid of separation, then people in this world would not meet or know each other.
If people were afraid of death, no one would be born into this world.
It is precisely because of separation that life is full of variables and becomes colorful.
They have made their choice, and even though they know they may eventually be separated, they still give their love to it without reservation.
Now that they have made the decision, they naturally know that they will face such a situation one day.
It shouldn't use the so-called "for her sake" as an excuse to push Su Qiu Shui away so rashly and make her sad because of this.
It's not doing her good, it's selfish.
Tuanzi didn't hesitate at all between the two ideas and instantly leaned towards the second approach.
Since we are going to leave soon, let's just be happy that we have been together.
As long as I think about it, I will do it. Tuanzi didn't go out for the next few days. He changed from a lively and playful cat to a cat that always accompanies me.
Phi-Fic