Genius Baby: Mr. Zhan's wife is a big shot

Chapter 553 The truth back then

She was thinking, if she hadn't saved that person at that time, would her brother not have died?

If she didn't save that man, she could save her brother.

When her mother found out, she saved others in the same place where her brother drowned.

Her mother slapped her twice and asked her why she saved others and not her own brother.

Her father, who always loved her, also beat her with a stick and broke two sticks in a row.

How can you save others but not your own brother?

Her parents kept repeating this sentence, like a spell that tightly locked her throat.

She also asked herself why she saved others and not her own brother.

My younger brother is only twelve years old. He is so young.

But she really didn't know that her brother secretly followed her to the beach.

What she didn't know was that after she saved the man, her younger brother also drowned, but no one came to save him.

My younger brother died just like that. He was only twelve years old.

Under the reproach of her parents and deep self-blame, Shen Wanying suffered from severe depression.

She didn't go out all day and hid at home every day. She felt that she could see her brother's shadow in the dark, and she wanted to say sorry to her brother.

She became increasingly haggard, as haggard as an empty shell, an empty shell without a soul.

The parents who had originally blamed her, the parents who had lost their child, after seeing Shen Wanying's haggard appearance, gradually could not bear to blame her after being persuaded by their eldest son.

But Shen Wanying herself couldn't get out of it.

She often wondered why she went to the beach that day, and everything would be fine if she didn't go to the beach. Her brother got into trouble because she went to the beach and secretly followed her.

If she doesn't go, her brother won't go either;.

Or if she hadn't saved that person, she could have saved her brother.

She was stuck in a circle of self-blame and couldn't get out.

No matter day or night, she felt that it was difficult to breathe, and she felt that a hand was grabbing her waist and suffocating her.

But she would not struggle or resist, because this was how her brother felt before he died.

Brother, I can't breathe.

My brother, it’s very painful.

Shen Wanying's elder brother looked at Shen Wanying and suffered a great mental trauma. He was in a trance and even had suicidal tendencies.

His brother is gone and he is very sad.

He didn't want anything to happen to his sister, otherwise how could his parents survive.

And no one wants accidents.

He took Shen Wanying to see a psychologist and even found a hypnotist to hypnotize Shen Wanying, so that Shen Wanying could gradually forget the past.

She knew her brother was gone, drowned at the beach, but she forgot that she had also gone to the beach, and that she had saved others but not her brother.

No one mentioned to her again why she saved others but not her own brother.

Her life returned to normal and she became the same person she was before the accident.

However, from that day on, she never swam again or went to the beach, and she became even more afraid of water.

A corner of the memory is missing, but the pain is engraved in the bones.

She has been afraid of water since then.

Three years later, she married Fu Xuantuo under the arrangement of her parents.

She fell in love with Fu Xuantuo at first sight, and she thought that this would be the beginning of a happy life. She was devoted to Fu Xuantuo, and he gave birth to two sons for her.

She hoped to get Fu Xuantuo's love, but Fu Xuantuo never had her in his heart.

Just train her to be a qualified Mrs. Fu.

After the divorce, Fu Xuantuo talked about how he was rescued that year.

Only then did she realize that Fu Xuantuo was the person she had saved that year.

What is hypnosis? It's nothing but deceiving yourself.

It was so painful that my brain automatically covered up the painful memories.

But once it was mentioned, I couldn't deceive myself.

If she hadn't saved Fu Xuantuo back then, she could have saved her brother, and her brother would not have died.

In the end, when she saved that person, the person who had made her suffer for most of her life, she suddenly felt that she was so ridiculous and so pathetic.

Stupid, these two words cannot describe me.

Tears were uncontrollable and she slapped herself twice.

Shen Wanying, why are you so stupid? Why are you so silly?

You saved the person who had caused you pain for half your life, but you didn't save your brother.

What the hell are you saving? What you are saving is nothing at all!

Just when Shen Wanying was about to slap herself again, her hand was caught in mid-air.

She looked up in surprise. The person in front of her was actually Fu Xuantuo.

She frowned and said, "What are you doing here?"

Shen Wanying drove him away and even threatened to call the police. Fu Xuantuo left angrily, but he still couldn't let go of Shen Wanying.

Especially when she called him stupid, her sadness made him feel like he couldn't breathe, and he was always afraid that something would happen to her.

So he secretly waited outside the cake shop, wanting to look at Shen Wanying silently.

But Shen Wanying left soon after, and he followed her quietly out of worry.

I didn't expect Shen Wanying to come to the cemetery and even slapped me twice in front of the cemetery.

"What's wrong with you? Why are you doing this to yourself?"

Fu Xuantuo looked at the tombstone and the name written on it.

This person's surname is also Shen.

"What is your relationship with this person?"

"My brother?"

"This person is your brother. Why have I never heard you mention him?"

Shen Wanying would come to pay tribute to her brother every year, and then she would not eat or drink on that day.

Hypnosis made her forget the specific things, but the sadness engraved in her bones could not be changed.

She comes to pay tribute to her brother every year until this day.

She was extremely miserable on this day every year, but Fu Xuantuo never noticed.

"It's none of your business, go away."

"How can it be none of my business? Your brother is my brother. I should be mourning with you."

Shen Wanying smiled.

"I have been married to you for more than 20 years. Every year on this day I come to pay tribute to my brother, but you never even ask to join me. I should say you don't know. It's ridiculous. I have been with you for more than 20 years, and you don't even know. It's ridiculous. Have you ever cared about me? How dare you ask me to come back?"

Shen Wanying's words hit Fu Xuantuo hard.

Shen Wanying was right. He had never cared about her in the past twenty years. He didn't even know that she had a deceased brother.

She came to pay tribute every year, but he didn't notice. Maybe he had been really indifferent to Shen Wanying for the past twenty years. Fu Xuantuo suddenly felt deeply guilty.

"Wanying, I'm sorry. I didn't care enough about you in the past. From now on, I promise you that I will treat you well and take good care of you. In my eyes and in my heart, there will only be you."