Phi-Fic Chapter 120 A bit perverted
Chapter 120 A bit perverted
Qin Lingzheng stood in the bathroom and turned the water up to maximum.
At his feet were piled his changed clothes and bed sheets.
They were all rolled up in a mess, covering up the terrible mess on top, and stuffed into the trash can at random.
He didn't sleep all night.
The boy in the mirror could not hide his fatigue in his eyes.
The corners of his eyes were also dark blue due to fatigue.
His hair was also messy and sticky from being scratched so many times.
There is no trace of the former high-spirited and aggressive spirit.
Qin Lingzheng stared at himself in the mirror for a while.
The face, which has left its tender childhood and is transitioning from adolescence to boyhood, now looks a little serious and solemn.
He stood like this for a full minute.
In another half an hour, the morning alarm will ring on time.
While Qin Lingzheng was killing time, he felt anxious about the passing and approaching time.
Finally, he raised his hand.
He looked at his right hand, which had been soaked in water many times and had turned white.
The next second, he raised his hand and swung it hard towards his face.
There was a crisp "pop" sound.
The force was so great that his head tilted once.
Qin Lingzheng's head was buzzing and his vision was dizzy.
He almost lost his balance and staggered a few steps.
He held onto the pool to steady himself.
He slowly turned his face, raised his eyes, and looked deeply at himself in the mirror.
A bloody scar had appeared at the corner of the boy's mouth, and bright red blood was oozing out.
His face was frighteningly white.
After about twenty seconds, blood slowly appeared.
A red slap mark appeared on his right cheek, which gradually became swollen.
Qin Lingzheng licked the wound on his lip as if he didn't feel any pain.
Look at yourself in the mirror with a gloomy and hateful look.
"Fuck, you are such a jerk, Qin Lingzheng! You must be tired of your good life. You don't want to be a good young master, but want to be a juvenile delinquent!!!"
He gripped the sink tightly, as if he wanted to crush the porcelain surface.
The self-loathing in his eyes could not be concealed.
When I think about the past two years, I took a copy of the Criminal Law and preached it to a group of freshman students before the school started, telling them to stay away from Bai Yuan.
Qin Lingzheng felt a burning pain on his face.
After all, it turns out that he is the biggest outlaw!
Bai Yuan is only twelve years old.
Just two years left.
Why can't he control himself? His head is full of pornographic garbage. What's the difference between him and an animal?
Fifteen-year-old Qin Lingzheng deeply questioned his own character.
"Am I a pervert?!"
"How can a normal person do such a thing!!!"
Then I thought about the vague dream I had last night, the things I had done more than once in bed, and the scenes I imagined in my mind.
The more Qin Lingzheng thought about it, the more disgusting he felt.
Hopeless.
It's just like the scumbag who takes revenge on society.
A complete pervert!
This time, it is even less likely that Bai Yuan will like him.
If she knew about my dirty thoughts, not calling the police to arrest him would be a sign of our close friendship over the years.
I always hear people talk about how good and sweet first love is.
How come it's his turn and he has to go to jail before the trial even starts?
When I think about the end, I feel both wronged and helpless.
He really likes Bai Yuan.
I like her so much that I am not satisfied and can only stand behind her, looking at the back that she has always left for me.
He wanted to stand shoulder to shoulder with her.
I want everyone to praise them for being a perfect match, and a childhood sweetheart made in heaven.
I want to hold her hand.
Touch her.
Hug her.
Kiss her.
I still want to be with her——
Thinking of this, Qin Lingzheng's eyes became a little blurred again.
The fire in my heart that had been quelled showed signs of rekindling.
Originally focused on the burning and beating of the chest, it now changed direction, gathered together, and leaped towards an unspeakable place in the lower body.
He was in a trance for a moment, then slowly regained consciousness.
I realized that my body was being aroused uncontrollably, and I felt both ashamed and annoyed.
He raised his hand and pressed it on his swollen cheek.
Trying to use pain to fight the unspeakable urge.
However, what made him despair was that the heat in his body not only did not decrease in the slightest, but instead made him even more excited because of the slight pain.
"broken!"
"I'm such a pervert!"
“This is too disgusting!”
In desperation, Qin Lingzheng could only choose to lie quietly in the bathtub, letting his body completely soak in the freezing water.
Those eyes that were originally bright and sharp now became dim.
His eyes gradually lost focus and he stared blankly at the ceiling, slowly sliding down the wall of the bathtub until his body was completely submerged in the water.
The water in the bathtub completely covered his head.
Until this moment, he seemed to have found a moment of peace, as if he was completely isolated from the outside world.
The throbbing in the body was completely suppressed.
But soon, he began to hear the sound of strong winds and waves again, as if countless turbulent waves were hitting each other, echoing in his ears.
Qin Lingzheng suddenly felt dizzy and a strong feeling of discomfort surged into his heart, causing him to choke on a large mouthful of water under the water.
Finally, he struggled to sit up from the bathtub, holding onto the wall and coughing heart-wrenchingly.
The consequence of alternating cold and heat was that Qin Lingzheng naturally caught a cold and had a high fever.
The illness came like a mountain falling on him, and this time he had no energy to think about anything else.
There is no need to worry about how to face Bai Yuan at school.
I took a week's sick leave directly.
After taking the antipyretic medicine, I lay in bed wrapped in a quilt and searched all kinds of strange questions on the Internet.
"Is it normal to like a twelve year old girl?"
The first and most popular comment below started out with a full-blown curse.
[I suggest you go see a brain doctor! Abnormal ltp! You don't do anything human, but you insist on being an animal, right? How much meat did you grow to replace your brain? ? ? I suggest physical castration... Expand the full text]
The comments are also a series of "good to curse", "love to listen to", and "say more".
Qin Lingzheng choked up and felt heartbroken.
I originally wanted to cover myself with the quilt and cry silently, but I still got up, clicked on the full text, and read it word by word.
Afterwards, I read through the comments and the comments of the comments one by one in a self-torturing manner, hoping that I could use this to wake myself up and stop having any inappropriate thoughts and hopes.
Unexpectedly, when I turned to the end, I saw another related entry.
"My first love is three years younger than me. From school uniforms to wedding dresses, we are getting married soon!"
Qin Lingzheng: ...
At this moment, Qin Lingzheng, who originally felt that he was unforgivable and deserved to die, found himself shamefully moved.
Without any hesitation, Qin Lingzheng clicked on it with all his heart and also read carefully the other party's seven-year long-term love history.
The comments below are also completely opposite to the previous one.
All of them are "so sweet", "blessings", "I hope you all are well", and "I believe in love again".
Qin Lingzheng was greatly shocked by what he saw.
Is it possible?!
He felt like he could do it again!
After much thought, he thought that his previous frustration might be due to the fact that he chose the wrong term.
So I looked through other people's entries.
Soon, another one was found——
"What is it like to like a girl who is three years younger than you?"
Clicked in.