After rebirth, I don’t want to be a Mary Sue heroine anymore!

Chapter 244 Leaving 2

After hearing Li Jingyan's answer, I fell off the stool to the ground.

I looked at Li Jingyan and asked with hope in my eyes: "Jingyan, tell me, this is a lie, right?

How is that possible? He's such a nice guy.

We were supposed to live happily together.

We also have a lovely baby, but why.

Why should this be so.

Does he have someone else outside, and then ask you to cooperate with me to act out this drama?

I don’t believe this is true.”

Li Jingyan saw my desperate expression and avoided me a little. He also hoped that this was fake.

But all of this is true.

Li Jingyan moved his throat but could not make any sound. He could only close his eyes and shake his head.

At that moment, I felt like I had lost all my strength.

I fainted on the spot.

Xiaotao carried me into the house, and then Li Jingyan gave me acupuncture.

After I woke up, I took Li Jingyan's hand and confirmed again: "Is it true that he won't live for a few more days?"

Li Jingyan nodded and told me: "He doesn't want you to know about this matter, so just pretend you don't know.

Otherwise, he would be sad too. You are still not in good health, and he would feel guilty knowing this news."

I thought about it and nodded solemnly.

Li Jingyan went back with a very sad mood.

I lay on the bed, thinking back to every little detail between us.

From the first time we met to the time we went to the battlefield together, we experienced so many life and death together.

People around us left one after another, and we were left with only each other.

But, God is such a joke.

Now, he is leaving me like this.

When I think back on it, the things he said recently might have been an attempt to enlighten me in advance.

He faced the passing of his own life alone, yet he still stood by to comfort me.

And I actually blamed him again and again, always saying some nonsense.

I lay on the bed like a dead person. Even though Siluo cried, I just rocked the cradle numbly.

I felt a little helpless, even though I had already lived two lives and witnessed so many separations and deaths.

However, when Wen Yichen was about to die in front of me, I found that I was not that strong.

I will still be sad, and I will still understand that I cannot accept separation from life and death.

I just sat on the bed, and my tears dried up little by little.

The next day, Wen Yichen came to see me.

He put my legs on his chest and started to scold me: "What's wrong?

I heard that you didn’t eat well.

Your feet are still so cold, how can you be like this?

This body can't take it.

You always have to eat well.

Why are you so dispirited today?

Did someone in the palace bully you? How did you get yourself into this state? "

I felt the warmth of Wen Yichen on the soles of my feet, and I felt relieved.

I turned around and threw myself into Wen Yichen's arms. I really wanted him to hold me forever.

I felt a little sad and aggrieved when I said, "I miss you so much that I can't sleep.

Fortunately you came, otherwise I don’t know what I would do!

I don’t even dare to think about how I’m going to live without you!

But ah, fortunately, you are still here!

You will definitely stay with me, right?"

Wen Yichen touched my head, looked into my eyes and answered seriously: "Yes, yes. I will always be with you.

But maybe in different ways.

But you have to know that I love you the most, and that is enough.

I will be with you wherever you are. I may become a flower in the imperial garden or a bird on the eaves.

Or maybe it's the cat in the room. Don't worry too much.

I will be here, always.”

I turned my face away. I knew these were just words to comfort me, but I had no way to expose them.

Wen Yichen felt bitter, but he couldn't say it out loud.

Wen Yichen leaned on my shoulder, and the two of us just quietly admired the falling snow outside the window.

I suddenly remembered the sentence: If we can get wet in the snow together in the future, we can grow old together.

I pulled Wen Yichen and shouted happily: "Achen, can you accompany me to walk in the snow?

Look at what the palace looks like covered in snow."

It was snowing heavily outside, and Wen Yichen spoke worriedly: "Qingqing, your health is more important.

Let's just take a look in this room, okay?

It’s too cold outside!”

I shook my head, changed into a bright red dress, and walked into the snow with him.

Wen Yichen had no choice but to follow me into the snow.

Wen Yichen looked at me in red and couldn't help asking, "Qingqing, why did you suddenly think of wearing this color?

This color looks really good on you.”

Bright red was the color we wore when we got married, and I looked the most beautiful at that time.

I hope that at the end of his life, he will see the most beautiful me, so that he can leave with peace of mind.

I made up an excuse: "The snow is too thick! If it weren't bright red, it wouldn't look good walking in the snow.

But, as long as you like it."

Wen Yichen and I walked in the snow for a long time. I held his hand the whole time. I saw the snow turning his hair white bit by bit.

It seems that this journey is the best testimony of his and my journey from youth to old age.

I tried hard to remember how the snow turned his hair white, and I also thought of how he would look like when he was old.

This is probably another form of growing old together.

We also went to the city gate to look at the entire capital. At that time, both of us had hair full of white snow.

Wen Yichen's body was a little exhausted, so he took me back on the pretext that he still had a lot of memorials to review.

I looked at his back as he left me, and I couldn't help feeling sad.

The next day, I found a painter and asked him to paint me and Wen Yichen in the snow in the painting.

I specifically asked him to draw a lot of pictures of Wen Yichen and I playing in the snow in different poses.

Wen Yichen didn't understand why I did this.

Looking at the painter, he also thought to himself, leaving me some good memories, which is also very good.

Wen Yichen would be in a coma for a long time at night.

He was afraid that I would find out, so he made the excuse that he would disturb the children and that he was busy with government affairs, so he didn't stay in my bedroom.

I knew he didn't want me to worry, so I didn't say anything.

I would follow him secretly and quietly, and nestle in his arms when he was unconscious.

I am too greedy for the tenderness he shows me. This is the last time for me and I don't want to miss it.

Wen Yichen woke up very early in the morning and was very happy to find me in his arms, but he was also worried that I would know his true physical condition.

After he woke up, he hugged me and said a lot of things, but I pretended not to hear him and continued to sleep soundly.

Every time he says how much he misses me.

But how could I bear to part with him?

After Wen Yichen woke up, he didn't wake me up. He just quietly enjoyed his last moments.

When I woke up, he asked me to sit still and he drew my eyebrows for me.

Sometimes I would tease him, saying that he was already an emperor, so who would draw eyebrows for his wife?

But Wen Yichen always said with a smile that he was the emperor, but he was also my husband, so it was just drawing eyebrows.

This is what he should do.

Wen Yichen's eyebrow drawing technique is also excellent, and every time he draws his eyebrows, they look like the beautiful women in the distant mountains.

Every night, I can't bear to wipe my eyebrows.

Wen Yichen often accompanied me and walked with me to every corner of the palace, big and small, to help me get familiar with the palace.

I know what he was thinking: once I got familiar with the way, I wouldn't be scared if I accidentally got lost or something happened in the future.

Wen Yichen is such a gentle person.

Even though he had faced so much, he still wanted to give me his last bit of tenderness.

Not long after, Wen Yichen lay directly on the bed.

He lay unconscious in bed for three days and three nights, and I kept praying and chanting sutras.

I was thinking, could I give him half of my life, so that we could at least walk together for a while.

I didn't wait for a miracle, I only heard Li Jingyan tell me to cherish these last days.

I knew the ending, but when that day really came, I still couldn't help feeling sad.