Phi-Fic Chapter 909 Choice
Chapter 909 Choice
Fei Yinan changed his shoes in the entrance, feeling the coldness in the room.At this time, it was raining outside, Fei Yinan quickly turned on the lights and closed the windows.But he was still a step too late, and the rain still came in, and a large piece of the carpet was wet.
Fei Yinan quickly put the carpet in the washing machine, and then wiped off the water stains on the floor.
After finishing, Fei Yinan wanted to wash the carpet, but he had never used a washing machine, and Song Ruyi did all these little things at home before.Fei Yinan fiddled with it for a while but couldn't figure it out, so he had to give up.
At this time, the lights in the house flickered suddenly. Fei Yinan thought that the power would be cut off, but it didn't.He had nothing to do, so he turned on the TV, only to find a snowflake on the screen.
Because of the rain, the TV has no signal.
Fei Yinan had no choice. He went to the kitchen to heat a glass of milk, then sat on the sofa in a daze.
Everywhere in the house is the same as before, but different.Fei Qingwan went home, her two sons were not at home, Song Ruyi was in the laboratory, Fei Yinan felt that the house was cold, it didn't look like a home at all.
Sighing, Fei Yinan turned off the light, went to the bedroom and lay down on the bed, he couldn't sleep at all, he missed Song Ruyi and Fei Langxuan.A bunch of messy things filled Fei Yinan's mind, and by the time his even snoring sounded, it was already early morning.
After a busy day, Song Ruyi accidentally fell asleep while lying on the bed with her computer in her arms.
Recently, because she couldn't find Fei Langxuan, she was haggard and helpless again and again, hoarse and burst into tears again and again, missing Fei Langxuan and Fei Luoze, annoyed and blamed herself, and felt sorry for Fei Yinan Song Ruyi was already overwhelmed with self-willedness.
Coupled with the recent busyness of establishing a charity organization, researching theme works, and preparing for going abroad, Song Ruyi is so busy every day that she hardly has time to eat and sleep.But although Song Ruyi was exhausted, she diverted her attention from these things, and gradually regained her original courage and boldness.
Song Ruyi's rare dream was disturbed by a phone call from the "Dinglinglingdingdinglingling" charity organization.
"Hi, hello, is this Ms. Song Ruyi? Excuse me." A sweet and gentle girl's voice came from the phone.
Song Ruyi answered the phone with sleepy eyes, shrugged her shoulders, "Yes, I am, what can I do?"
Song Ruyi picked up the notebook next to her, she hadn't finished writing her resume about going abroad, and the cursor was still lingering, Song Ruyi regretted that she fell asleep without knowing why last night.
"That's right, Ms. Song, the Feishi Group charity organization you founded has basically taken shape, and all the documents and plans have been completed. We still need to sign a contract. Regarding the funding issue and the person in charge, when will you be available?" Where is the time?" It turned out that Secretary Lin, who was sent by Fei Yinan to help Song Ruyi set up a charity organization, called.
"Yeah, okay, I can do it at any time, and I'll contact you when I get to the company." Song Ruyi was happy, and wanted to praise Fei Yinan. As expected of her husband, she organized herself in just three days. Charity I want to start.
Song Ruyi turned off the computer and walked out of the bedroom. As soon as she entered the living room, she saw Fei Yinan sleeping soundly on the sofa. Song Ruyi hugged the blanket and covered Fei Yinan like a hibernating bear with great distress.
"Yinan must be very tired and hard... I must have given him a headache when I made such unreasonable troubles before. I am already tired from work every day. I still want him to cheer me up when I get home. Song Ruyi , You're really too good..." Song Ruyi thought about it reproachfully, and leaned down to kiss Fei Yinan's forehead lightly.
Song Ruyi stared at Fei Yinan silently, couldn't help but caressed him lovingly, patted him gently, her eyes were full of infinite love.
For a moment, Song Ruyi wanted to hug Fei Yinan tightly and never separate again.But then those grievances, loss and annoyance made Song Ruyi dispel this idea.
"Stay here? What about Langxuan? Can you face this place that was once full of laughter and laughter from Langxuan? Can you make sure that you who stay will not disturb Yinan again? Can you make sure that you won't get sick again? Do you want to commit another crime, reminiscing about old wounds?" Song Ruyi looked at Fei Yinan who was sleeping in a complicated manner.
"Song Ruyi, Song Ruyi, why are you so willful and selfish? You just left and went to live abroad by yourself. What did you ask Yinan to do? Don't you know that he loves you to the bone?"
Thinking of this, Song Ruyi sighed softly.The gaze towards Fei Yinan became more and more fiery but desperate.
Song Ruyi brushed Fei Yinan's hair with her hand, and suddenly found that Yinan had grown white hairs since some time ago, and these white hairs were exposed in front of Song Ruyi's eyes like thorns in her heart. .
Also, Yinan's dark circles under his eyes and the stubble around his mouth made Song Ruyi feel even more distressed. It's all because of herself, right?What a bad person I am?Yinan, why do you like me?
"Yinan, I love you so much..." Song Ruyi said softly, but it was like a sigh in the wind, blowing away.
How much Fei Yinan used to care about his appearance... Now he looks older because of himself... Thinking of this, Song Ruyi blamed herself even more, and tears welled up in her eyes.
"Yinan, while you're asleep, I want to whisper something to you." Song Ruyi sat down next to Fei Yinan and stroked him gently. "It seems that we have known each other for more than 30 years. We have never met before." Acquaintance, from acquaintance to acquaintance, from acquaintance to dating, from dating to now, we have been married for many years, I am very happy that God allows me to meet you, I really love you."
Song Ruyi paused lightly, and continued: "I also know that you love me very much, you love me so much, you love me more than yourself, I know, I know everything, how could you not know? Come on, there are so many twists and turns, so many ups and downs, we have never been separated, and you have never made me suffer, so how can I not feel it..."
"But, Yinan, do you know? I hate myself, I hate being so small and helpless, I feel that I always bring you bad luck and trouble, and I am so self-willed, always squandering Your love for me never cherishes, never considers your feelings..."
"And Langxuan, our lovely Langxuan, but I lost him. I can't face myself like this, and I can't face you who love me so much but are hurt by me."
"Yinan, I really want to stay, but I can't. I just can't forget Langxuan. He is a piece of meat in my heart, and I can't get out. Usually I just sit in this house and don't think about anything. Can't forget Langxuan, Yinan..."
"Yinan, I'm really sorry, I'd better get out of here, but I still love you."
Song Ruyi spoke slowly, tears streaming down her face, her eyes filled with remorse, helplessness, confusion and vicissitudes.
Song Ruyi stared at Fei Yinan for a while, then got up and wiped away her tears, and walked into the kitchen.
"Yinan, it seems that I haven't cooked for you for a long time. There are not many days like this. Let me prepare a breakfast for you. I still remember that you like the boiled pork slices I made the most."
With such thoughts in mind, Song Ruyi walked into the kitchen and prepared to cook a loving breakfast.
Song Ruyi put on the apron that Fei Qingwan had hung on the wall before, and found the spatula, feeling a little sad.
"Qing Wan is gone too, and you won't be with me anymore. Song Ruyi, look at what you've done. You know that you are going around and messing around. Do you want to hurt everyone who loves you one by one?" Song Ruyi She lowered her head and looked at the white apron on her body. As expected of Qing Wan, her capable daughter was always so careful, and she still washed the apron clean before leaving.
What kind of mood will Qingwan feel when she cooks here? When I am immersed in the sadness of my own world and cannot extricate myself, when I make trouble for no reason, what kind of mood will Qingwan be when she silently prepares pastries for me here?I must have let her down, right?
It's hard for her to accept such an incompetent mommy, right?
Song Ruyi slowly brushed across the kitchen table again, it was very clean, it should be wiped by Qing Wan, in her memory Qing Wan was always so diligent and careful, Qing Wan was very smart when she was a child, and she started to take care of the company before she was an adult, those years were in her mind One after another, it was like playing a movie.
Song Ruyi poured water into the pot, turned on the gas switch to boil the water, and started cooking the sliced meat when the water boiled.
The water vapor escaped through the vent hole of the pot cover, and the pot was boiling "gurgling".
Song Ruyi recalled that Qing Wan also started a day of fatigue in the steam.
She also likes boiled pork slices the most. Over time, Song Ruyi also learned to cook this dish. The first time she cooked for Fei Yinan, she made this dish. By the way, what was he talking about then?That's right, Yinan said that for a girl as clever as her, marrying her must be a lifetime blessing.
But Song Ruyi felt like a disaster star, bringing bad luck to the people around her every time.
Just like her and Fei Yinan, too many bad things have happened since she and Yinan were together, the loss of Fei Group, her scandal, threats and kidnapping, and the loss of Fei Langxuan...
Song Ruyi originally thought that after Fei Qingwan found her lover, she would be able to live a more relaxed life, but after so many things happened, in the end Qingwan was still taking care of herself and understanding herself...
"Song Ruyi, Song Ruyi, how bad you are..." Song Ruyi was filled with guilt.
She looked around the house, feeling strange and familiar.This place that gave her and Nan so many memories, this warm little home, here, she married Yinan, here, she and Nan have four children, and here she and Nan have been lingering countless times Day and night, here, she and Yinan celebrated Fei Langxuan and Fei Luoze's birthdays together, here, Fei Qingwan and her siblings played with each other, here...
So warm... so warm... I don't want to leave...