Chapter 191 Only today did you know that I am me
Chapter 191 Only today did you know that I am me
In the dark world, there lies a girl in a white dress, floating slowly with the rise and fall of the waves beneath her, like a lonely white lotus blooming in the endless dark waters.
The girl's hair fluttered on the water, but she didn't feel wet.
Her face was as pale as snow, yet revealed an ethereal beauty. Her eyes were closed, and her long eyelashes were trembling slightly, as if she was immersed in some distant dream.
The girl moved her fingers slightly, slowly opened her eyes, and sat up.
It’s so dark, where is this place?
She was stunned for a moment, then slowly stood up, stepped her bare feet on the cold and soft water, subconsciously reached out to hug her arms, and felt her body.
I remember, I died.
The girl closed her eyes, and past memories flooded into her brain. The scenes flashed in her mind with incredible clarity.
It was the wonderful time growing up in the orphanage with the director, Teacher Chen, Seventeen and other friends, and the bloody scenes of their tragic deaths in front of him.
It was the peaceful life he spent with No. 9 and Ling Wenqing in the cradle base, and the scene of himself struggling painfully for survival in the laboratory.
It was a life of fighting frantically on the front line alongside Laika and Qin An, and a scene in which he was powerless to do anything when Laika and the others died in battle.
It was... the scene of me being pierced through the heart by the king beast and dying.
I remember, I died.
But I... am still alive.
She suddenly lowered her head and stared at her hands in a daze. Tears welled up from her eyes at some point, running down her fair cheeks like pearls that had broken off the string, dripping onto the ground one by one, and blooming into sad flowers on the black water.
The memories of the past were like a surging tide, impacting her mental defenses wave after wave.
I remembered.
I am Eleven, an executive of the Blazing Human Alliance, a participant in the God-making Project, serial number S-00, and a miracle worker with the miracle code name "Blood Flower".
Then...what is my so-called previous life?
In that world without star beasts and wars, humans lived in peace, worrying about trivial matters every day, such as what to eat today.
They don't have to worry about death every day, and everyone has time to think carefully, learn knowledge, and grow up.
There, I was just an ordinary person.
Born in an ordinary family, grew up in an ordinary way, found an ordinary job, and lived an ordinary life.
There, I have neither great power nor lofty status.
But there I understood what self is, found myself, learned how to love myself, and saw what I really thought in my heart.
I just want to live a little more myself, live a little more freely, live a little happier. No longer have to perform tasks like a machine, no longer have to bear the burden of the future of mankind, and no longer have to live in such pain and despair.
I am not a god, nor a savior.
I'm just me, an ordinary human being.
Just like the name I gave myself now.
Live for your complete self and live your life to the fullest and happiness, that's all.
The memories of the past that she called "past life" seemed like an illusory dream. Against the backdrop of war and despair, it was as beautiful as a mirage and out of reach.
In the boundless ocean of memory, the memories of the Blue Star Xia Country gradually faded away. The memories of more than 20 years, the people and things encountered were all covered with a layer of dust and became dim. What emerged newly was the tide of memories belonging to the Blazing Human Alliance.
Every scene that emerged from the surging tide was very clear; it was her unforgettable past.
The "past life" gradually faded away, and she finally remembered who she was.
Shi Chu looked down at the palm of his hand, recalling the first day he woke up in this world.
This body was transformed not by some power of time travel, but returned to when she was fifteen years old.
Rather, this is her real body, the body whose heart was pierced by the dragon tail of the king beast in the decisive battle with her.
That year, she was fifteen years old.
She died that year.
The so-called game panel is not a cheat code, nor is it a plug-in for time travelers. It is a subroutine of Tianxing, a shackle used by the alliance to guide and control them.
She was not a time traveler from the Xia Kingdom on the Blue Star. She traveled to a strange interstellar world because of sudden death while playing games.
She is the eleventh member of the Blazing Human Alliance and an executive who died in the Ever Bright Plan.
Red Fire Human Federation.
Blazing Human Alliance.
Is this... the future of the alliance?
She felt an inexplicable sense of familiarity with this world, and thought back to the human history she had learned in the Federation.
The last human regime in the old calendar period, the afterglow before the chaotic period, the regime hidden in the human history recorded by the Federation, is it the Blazing Human Alliance?
Red fire?
Blazing fire!
So I didn't travel to another world, I just came to the future of the Blazing Fire Human Alliance - the Blazing Fire Human Federation.
She raised her right hand and placed it on her left chest, feeling her heart beating wildly beneath her palm. The powerful beating was the cry of her soul.
Hot tears slid down her cheeks, splashed on the ground, then merged into the black water and disappeared.
Ripples spread out from under her feet, just like the unspeakable sorrow in her heart.
I have never been a time traveler, I just went home.
I am Eleven of the Blazing Human Alliance.
I am Shichu from the Red Fire Human Federation.
The origin of time, the original intention of everything.
I finally remembered my true past and the real me.
I didn't die, I survived and came to the future.
He beat the heart in the palm of his right hand to prove his existence to her. A tear slid silently from the corner of her eye, hit the back of her bare foot, and blossomed into a crystal clear flower.
In the past I was all lost, but today I know who I am.
The darkness around her faded away in an instant, and a towering flower tree grew out from under her feet. The giant flower on the top of the tree weaved into a gorgeous throne that held her up high.
The fiery red petals turned into countless flaming birds that flew in all directions, cheering the king's return and igniting one flaming sea of flowers after another. They lit up one after another until the entire sky was illuminated red, turning this place into a world of fire.
The boundless sea of fire swayed and danced, and the red flowers bowed to the girl on the throne, welcoming her return.
This world has finally seen its master truly awaken.
Phi-Fic