Chapter 733: Disappearing Jingtian
Chapter 733: Disappearing Jingtian
After dinner, Li Tiantian hung on Zhao Yun like a koala. Zhao Yun touched her head lovingly and then held her in his arms. Li Tiantian suddenly looked up at him and asked softly, "Shall we go out for a walk?" Zhao Yun smiled and nodded, and replied, "Okay!" So they put on masks, walked out of the apartment hand in hand, and came to the school playground.
It was dusk at this moment, the sun was setting, and the golden afterglow was spreading on the earth, giving people a warm and peaceful feeling. The two walked and recalled the good old days.
Li Tiantian looked at the energetic classmates on the playground, and could not help but feel a surge of emotion in her heart. She took a deep breath and sighed, "It's so good to be alive!" Since the serious illness, she has a deeper understanding and perception of life. Now she can feel the sunshine, breeze and the laughter of her classmates again, which makes her cherish it even more.
Li Tiantian held Zhao Yun's hand and strolled on the playground. She pointed at the classmates who were running, recalled the past days, and said with a smile: "Remember? We used to come here to run after dinner, but you always bullied me." Zhao Yun laughed and pinched Li Tiantian's nose gently, explaining: "How could I bully you? I just wanted you to run more laps, so that you can really lose weight. But you, when you get to the playground, you are like a second uncle, running one lap and then stop."
Li Tiantian smiled and continued, "Later, Jingtian came and joined us to run every day... I tell you, Jingtian is so much fun..."
Zhao Yun suddenly turned his head, hugged Li Tiantian's head and let her bury it in his chest, his tone with a hint of helplessness and dissatisfaction: "Don't mention Jingtian, okay?" His eyes revealed a complex emotion, as if he was unhappy with this topic.
Li Tiantian was startled by Zhao Yun's sudden action. She could feel Zhao Yun's unhappiness, which made her a little confused about what happened between the two. But after experiencing the hesitation between life and death, she became more and more calm in dealing with things.
She just stared at Zhao Yun blankly, and Zhao Yun's mood gradually calmed down. He gently stroked Li Tiantian's hair and said softly, "I don't want to hear anything about her." His voice was low and firm, as if he was expressing his true thoughts deep in his heart to Li Tiantian.
Li Tiantian raised her head and looked at Zhao Yun: "What's wrong with Jingtian?" Her voice was soft and warm, trying to ease Zhao Yun's emotions.
At the same time, she also realized that there had been subtle changes in their relationship over this period of time.
Zhao Yun hugged Li Tiantian tightly, feeling her body temperature and breathing. He took a deep breath and then slowly exhaled, as if he wanted to put all his troubles behind him. At this moment, he just wanted to spend time with Li Tiantian and enjoy this rare peace and warmth. "She almost made me lose you!"
Li Tiantian looked at Zhao Yun in disbelief, "Jingtian almost made you lose me?"
Zhao Yun was angry and said nothing.
Li Tiantian pulled Zhao Yun and the other person back, and as they walked, Li Tiantian talked to them as if they were having a heart-to-heart talk.
"In fact, I was diagnosed as dying a long time ago, and I had lost hope in love and life."
"This is also the reason why I broke up with my ex-boyfriend. I knew he liked me, but I couldn't give him a future. So I rejected him." At this point, Li Tiantian looked at Zhao Yun and found that he was not angry about it, so she continued,
"Then I met you, and I was infected by your vigorous mood. You are full of energy every day and live so vibrantly every day."
"You have awakened my dormant heart. I also want to die gloriously, no matter what happens after my death."
"I slowly got in touch with you, hoping that the vitality in you would be brought to me, but after getting in touch with you for a long time, I found that I fell in love with you."
"But I know I can't give you a future, so every time you feel bad, I try to find other ways to solve it for you instead of having an in-depth conversation with you."
"Because I'm afraid that in the end it's not just us who will regret it, maybe other lives will be lost as well."
Zhao Yun was moved and distressed when he heard this. The feeling of wanting to love but not daring to love was indeed uncomfortable. He had experienced this once when he was in middle school.
Zhao Yun held Li Tiantian in his arms, took off her mask, and gently kissed her on the lips.
Li Tiantian smiled gently, "But do you know why I dared to fall in love with you later?"
"why?"
"Because of Jingtian!"
"Kageta?"
"Yes, it was Jingtian. After we became good friends, she knew everything about me, and I told her on purpose. Because Jingtian is the kind of person who can devote all his heart and soul to you without caring. He is gentle, sensible, considerate, and caring. I actually entrusted you to her after I left this world."
"She has been doing this all the time. I have always seen her efforts. In order to let you eat well, she learns all kinds of dishes and helps you manage your life clearly every day."
"I actually understand why she is in such a hurry to retire from the entertainment industry. She is just afraid that you will not be able to accept my departure, so she wants to stay with you."
Li Tiantian also told Zhao Yun about the course of events, and Zhao Yun now understood the difficulties of Li Tiantian and Jing Tian. He also understood why Li Tiantian pushed Jing Tian to him when he wanted it, and also encouraged him to have a child with Jing Tian as soon as possible, all in order to dilute Zhao Yun's pain after she left.
The two walked to the small pond and looked at the lotus flowers blooming in the pond. They recalled the scene where they were caught kissing by Director Zhang.
"Let's go! Don't misunderstand Jing Tian anymore. She did this because I asked her to keep it a secret and wanted you to fulfill your dream. It's because of me that she didn't tell you about my illness." Li Tiantian hugged Zhao Yun's arm, looked at him with a pleading look and said, "Let's go upstairs and see Jing Tian! She feels wronged too!"
Zhao Yun nodded after a moment's silence, then looked towards the house with the lights off, and the two walked up together.
Li Tiantian walked to the door and knocked, then called softly, "Jingtian!" Then she shouted louder, "Jingtian, open the door!"
However no one responded.
The two looked at each other, with confusion on their faces.
"Isn't he at home?" Li Tiantian murmured to herself.
Li Tiantian took out her cell phone and swiped her finger across the screen quickly. After finding Jingtian's name, she pressed the dial button without hesitation. There was a beep from the other end of the phone, but no one answered. She couldn't help but frown, and a bad feeling welled up in her heart.
Zhao Yun looked at Li Tiantian's expression and asked nervously, "Didn't you answer it?" Li Tiantian nodded helplessly, with a hint of worry and anxiety in her eyes. They all knew that Jingtian had a history of depression, which made them even more worried.
The two looked at each other, their hearts filled with uneasiness. They were afraid that Jing Tian would do something extreme because of his depression. Zhao Yun couldn't help but said, "We have to go find her!" Li Tiantian nodded in agreement. They decided to take action immediately to find Jing Tian's whereabouts and ensure his safety.
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